That’s what it feels like and that's what I do. The range of culminating symptoms gather and force me to lie down in darkness. It’s strange when I can no longer rely on page or screen for entertainment or education.
Fortunately I still have music.
The PCPhysician says hold steady.
The Sleep doc says, opps, we don’t have the
data, we may have to retest, this after ignoring me for weeks. The Oncologist says, finish out this week
with Sutent and then take 2 weeks off.
The diabetes doc says you better come see me and have your feet
checked. The eye doc says, it can’t be
helped, your vision will change with your blood glucose levels; some diabetics,
he says, have 3 pairs of glasses, for high, low and medium glucose. I didn’t choose to go that route.
This log entry needs a divertissement, but I’m afraid I don’t
have it in me right now.
