I started with Sutent yesterday. I can’t say that I feel any different. Some of the Sutent symptoms continued right
thru the hiatus, the pause that refreshes between a month’s worth toxic medicine. There is a slow motion, delayed reaction that I cannot predict. Just take a day at a time.
Even with two weeks off Sutent, my fingers felt like they
were about to blister. So it goes.
I am increasing the percentage of raw plants in my
diet. Let’s see how that goes.
That’s about all for the medical news.
Psychologically, I feel quite different than
during rounds one and two. There is more
determination tinged with bitterness.
Bitterness was the one taste that remained when my taste buds were at
their most atrophied. I love the
bitterness of perfectly flat, non-sour espresso. The psychological bitterness is another thing
and I strive to accept it only to vitiate it. The most powerful empires absorb, co-opt, we used to say, and move on.
So much for the soma and the psyche. The rest must rest elsewhere. I can't help being hierarchical.
Aloha
Thallervale
7/18/2013 12:52 PM
