“Are you experiencing cancer anxiety?”
While I was thinking what that could mean he
said he hadn’t perceived my cancer anxiety.
I’m anxious about so many daily
things, and yes, cancer is one of them.
And I’m afraid of what I read may be coming down the road. But, no, we thought, I’m not experiencing
what he calls cancer anxiety. I just don’t
focus on the cancer. I’ve got plenty of
other anxieties and stresses. Janet says I sleep like one who has PTSD.
As for progress, the blood work shows that we can continue
with Sutent, as long as I can stand the side-effects. And then in April we will see if it is all
worth it, or, rather, if it is worth it at all.
The Sutent is wearning me down, typically, but we don’t have long to
go. We’ve been here before. So to speak.
