Quick Update

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Quick Update

One week, Sutent free.  Factual; yes.  

Can’t say much more.   

Can’t allow myself to say much more.

Neither the good details nor the bad details are details I can allow myself to say. 

What can I say?

I can say that next week I have to go back on Sutent.  

I can say that I must do so without seeing my oncologist.

We will do no checkup nor test until their time.

They wait for us like unripe possibilities.

Meanwhile, tick-tock, we must proceed.

They say time is not like a river and we may not compare ourselves to riparian flotsam.

That being the case, I will not.

Oh dear, I can see that I have wandered from the medical into the metaphysical again.

There is only one way to restrain myself.

I must go do that.

Ciao.

Thallervale

8/22/2013 3:22 PM

Barb is cancer free

That's the news today: Barb is cancer free!
See:

http://barbfeenstra.blogspot.com/

Greetings: a murky hand rises from a swamp...waves...

Greetings from swampy Sutentlandia.

It's all so familiar now, familiar and unpleasant.
It's so reminiscent of the
"you are being punished for your own good"
syndrome.

How many years did I have to meditate on  just desserts?

Oh, this is the medical blog.
Ah.  Well, then:  the Sutent side-effects are certainly palpable and the Sutent benefit is about as obvious as a Trinitarian discussion.
Is that medical enough?
Maybe I ought to switch to my general blog:

http://golbselad.com


Aloha to all you out there, where-ever you may be.

May you live as long as you want and not want as long as you live.